Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Sold Out

Floored. Washed over with a flood of Holy Ghost power. That's where five o'clock on a Wednesday evening finds me after stumbling upon a treasure trove of Keith Green material on YouTube.

Keith Green poked his way into my life when I was around twelve years of age. I had asked Christ into my heart at four. I remember doing it. But when I was in those tender, who-am-I years, I remember Christian music was a big deal. I am a words person. I love lyrics. Keith's songs told whole Bible stories and, while I am sure they were too long for some people, I hung on every syllable. Sitting here on my beige couch in a suburb of Nashville, Tennessee some thirty years later, I found tears gathering as I watched Keith address a huge crowd mobbed together in the 1982 California sunshine.

Though I had many years and a whole heapin' helpin' of life experiences ahead of me, Keith's take-no-prisoners, straight-ahead approach rang every bell in my spirit. I was already a radical. I was already with Keith in spirit, though I had a lot of maturing yet to do.

Over the years my radicalism softened. It melted under the heat of tough circumstances. It withered under the weight of other people's doubts. I let their unbelief crush my wide-eyed belief. I let the world, the flesh and the devil run straight off with my sold-out sincerity. With my radical love for Jesus Christ went my joy. With my joy went my strength.

Not too long ago I blogged that God had shown me that he would not be taking my temper as he does not do a-la-carte sin removal. He is after ALL of me. Today, I feel as if "Part Two" of that lesson has been driven home. When I give ALL to Him in sold-out, excited, championship game and I'm on the winning team joy, He gives me an overwhelming sense of His presence, His power, His love, and HIS P.E.A.C.E.

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